Wednesday, January 31, 2007
If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?
went over to new asia bar wit jess, tricia, irene, aza, joanne n tian for jess' farewell. man, gotta miss her. nabei!
afterwhich we went over to clarke quay for wai kay's farewell. over there, fierce drinking n crazy ppl. but overall its so fun. edwin ended up kissing ppl and wanting ppl to kiss him! GOSH! one big horny piece of shit. so end up, stunts stunts n more stunts. lucky jackson's there. hugged aza and ended up both of us fell onto the floor. wats most stunning was there, we ended up luffing on the ground -_-" piece of shit.
after that, joanne jio mi go eat mac but ended up i was being pulled into the cab by jackson!! -_-" he said im too seh to be able to eat anything. lolx and in the morning, HANGOVER! *wats new*
today, went to cwp wit jackson joanne n ah boon to watch my hubby show. stupid aza n edwin cmi. overall its a nice movie with a good storyline, but its kinda dull lehx. towards the ending i tried to endure my tears, but ended up, sighhhh TO NO AVAIL LA. NABEI! lolx oh my hubby is soooooooo C U T E S H U A I C H A R M I N G H A N D S O M E ~
anyway its been a very down day fer me. i told him abt TAT incident. the incident which made mi imperfect, though pouring it all out is such a relief for me but it reminds me of how pathetic, sorry and helpless i m. i knoe tis has been a very deep scar for me and its gonna to scar me for life. and becos of that, i cant accept anyone at all.
i really cant imagine one day if my bf or husband were to knoe wat happen to me, and he went outside n fling fling, den he hiam me cos of my past. i really duno wat to do.
sigh, i m so down today. reminded mi that i m a killer. a murderer. so cruel. and 2 more days, it will be the anniversary. and its either i fast for tat day, or i m going veggie, its the very least i can do for him/her...
kkaili's trailss♥ 11:40 PM
Sunday, January 28, 2007
If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?
sweetie na, u mean so much to me. and thanks fer everything. i love u
kkaili's trailss♥ 6:36 AM
If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?
as im typing tis entry, im wearing his naval diving unit tee to bed. yes i do miss him.
its a pity things turn up like tat, cos he understands mi more than anyone else but den again, if he really do understand mi, y does he hav to do things that will upset me again n again. so yup, juz let mi whine alittle and tmr's another day.
laogong's having some probs wit her bf. no matter wat decision u choose, i always here fer u. ive got ur back! (tats wat na said to me the other time)
sigh relationships are such a chore....... i cant imagine mi having a bf and den history repeats itself again. tiring piece of shit.
went ktv that brought back alot of memories. the songs we sang together.. bla bla bla its scary no matter where u go, u can c the memories vividly running past ur mind. but wat to do, reminiscing on the memories is the most appropriate solution to the both of us. to avid hurt and pain.
im not sure whether jw yk and by did think of him during ktv times but im pretty sure how they wished things nv changed abit since my last last bday over there. sighhh
and i hope things are getting better over his side wit his familyright now. i hav so much to say to wish for right now, but i duno where to start.
i m so tired right now. thinking of him makes mi tired. i knoe there will be someone who will eventually replace him in my heart, like how he replaced him.. but as i hav said, i wudnt yearn for tat someone to appear, cos i m not perfect anymore.
kkaili's trailss♥ 12:54 AM
Saturday, January 27, 2007
If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?
hohoho
zoukie n dxo was fun. made the taking of my leave from work totally worth it. its been some time since i hav last enjoyed myself.
did somestunts again when i was drunk. lol. thanks to na's chivas on the rocksss... *glares*
but it was fun fun and fun fun. wil post pics tmr......... oh ya forgot. stupid picasa unable to post. nabei~
going ktv again with laopo. bro. sisters. here i come!
*sorry sis. din wan to remind u of ur unhappiness, i will try hard from now on, ur bday i wil not shed a tear*
kkaili's trailss♥ 6:13 PM
Friday, January 26, 2007
If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY PRECIOUS DEARIE SWEETIE
CUTIE *i m cuter* SIS!
tis first post of my blog (yes i del all past posts), is specially to you...!!
firstly, may u stay pretty (get prettier even better) always.
secondly, i love you
thirdly, thanks fer everything u hav done fer me! and i mean
E V E R Y T H I N G!peeps, so tis is my fresh start. i hav decided to del off every post of my unhappiness. i know from now on, i gotta be firm so yup. here i am!
and to van, na and every other ppl who are part of me during the past yr, I M GRATEFUL TO HAV YOU IN MY LIFE. without all of u, i wudnt hav come tis far and i guess my journey of life will hav stopped somewhere already.........................
*dun be scare, although i m ready to let go, i wil stil hav u in my heart i wun forget u, u r my one n only. someone whom i nv met before but was part of me. u knoe i love u.... and i rreally do....
kkaili's trailss♥ 1:40 PM
If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?
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kkaili's trailss♥ 1:39 PM
