Wednesday, October 31, 2007
If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?
suffering from severe 终极一家 withdrawal sympton
in the past, whenever uncle jackson ignore mi or heck care abt mi, at least i can watch 终极一家 and luff my ass off the ah gong's lame shit. but right now.
i am having headache and i m super tired. haven been sleeping good fer the past few nites. waking up in the middle of the nite having nitemars or dreams tat wun come true.
seriously all my energy are draining out. and i m lost of all directions.
kkaili's trailss♥ 11:23 PM
If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?
=================
u always gt mi ma....
always there by ya side
plus i work 8-5
gt time for u liao ma
no worry k
=================
right until now at tis point of time, i am still touched by the fact tat someone actually typed this out.
well, i understand the fact tat at tat point of time, he meant it, and he really wan to be by my side.
however, gradually as times goes by. we drifted apart, separated by our quarrels, our fights, our words, our broken promises and our actions.
once, a ever so beautiful building is now destroyed until it only left with remains of the debris. we started to get aware of our differences, how he treasures his freedom, and how untrusting i m towards him. how our views are different and how many times we acutally fought over different views.
its getting tougher and tougher to go on. and now, what left in my mind was, those words he said, how he pacify me, how he said "sayang la" and how he will come to pei mi fer dinner, or even juz fer a beer at my void deck.
do i hav to depend on memories to keep the r/s going? do i hav to linger on the past to give myself strength? faith? hope?
does tis imply tat its the end, does tis means tat he is getting sick of everything abt me?
like wat someone said. a couple deep in love is like indonesia forest on fire, neverending. some has only campfire. but fer us, its interpreted as matchstick. short-lived.
kkaili's trailss♥ 12:24 AM
Monday, October 29, 2007
If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?
i melted at the scene whereby wu zun kissed angela softly and so tenderly. omg
kkaili's trailss♥ 9:25 PM
Saturday, October 27, 2007
If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?
i look into the mirror as i am crying.
and i seem fuckingly stupid. fuckingly ugly. and fuckingly pathetic.
kkaili's trailss♥ 3:06 PM
Thursday, October 25, 2007
If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?
been a long time since we last took pics. well..
and of cos. not fergetting my precious
who loves to eat yoghurt as much as i dO! note: he licked everything up, sparkling clean as though i washed the yoghurt cup!
monday at ktv wit van
wed at ktv wit van. yes within the same week
and she loves to sing tis kind of super vintage song. hence i followed her with my yi sheng zhi you ni. 
becos we are so broke, went her house cook maggi mee and a can of rou ding
and lastly. spent the nite there, bitching, camwhoring.
haa been a long time since i stayed over at her place. we showered together, changed together, watched drama together, ate together, slp together, gosh! i juz love u la!
kkaili's trailss♥ 4:09 PM
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?
Fashion King`(时尚达人) X Aki Hoshino`(ほしのあき) ~ JO!! KIKS ❤ CLOT says (9:41 PM):
i wan u to b happy
after noe-ing chang fer soooooooooo many bloody yrs, fer the
FIRST time, he said this to mi!! wahahaha fer a split second, i was so touched! =X
蔡小虎 - 一生只有你我的泪因为你变成尚光彼粒星
我的心因为妳才有温暖的冬天
妳的情为着我甘愿吃苦不想甜
妳一生我一生回头看过去路是这呢水
妳一张我一张 一张褪色的照片有美丽的记忆
谁人甘心离开
一生只有妳会冻原谅我的脾气
一生只有妳会冻体贴我的伤悲
为什么为什么等甲你无喘气
一口我爱你才甘愿讲出嘴
为什么为什么袂冻手我的命换你
地狱天堂我先去
okie la. tis song is those taiwan hokkien song. but its so nice la. the first time i listen, waaa, imagine got a guy like tat sing to mi... omg................ i will melt on the spot lor!
kkaili's trailss♥ 9:46 PM
If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?
went dinner wit parents juz now. helped my dad to buy 1 bottle of tiger beer. in e end, kena checked ic!!!!! #$%^&$%^&#$%^& tat kopi auntie is really tired of living. legal age to buy beer is 18yrs old and LIM BU already 22 yrs old!!!!!!
kkaili's trailss♥ 8:28 PM
Monday, October 22, 2007
If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?
有一天，一个有智慧的教授问他的同学以下的问题：
“为什么人生气时说话用喊的？”
所有的同学都想了很久，
其中有一个同学说：
因为我们都失去了”冷静”，所以我们会用喊的。
教授又问“”但是为什么别人就在你身旁而已，你还是用喊的，难道不能小声的说吗？为什么总
是用喊的？”
几乎所有的同学都七嘴八舌的说了一堆，但是没有一个答案是让教授满意的。
最后教授解释说：“当两个人在生气的时候，心的距离是很远的，而为了掩饰当中的距离使对方能够听见，于是必须用喊的。
但是在喊的同时人会更生气，更生气距离就更远，距离更远就又要喊更大声。。。
而当两个人在相恋时会怎么样呢？情况刚好相反，不但不用喊的，而且说话都很轻声细语，为什么？
因为他们的心很接近，心与心之间几乎没有距离，所以相恋中的两个人通常是耳语式的说话，但是心中的爱因而更深，到后来根本不需要言语。
只用眼神就可以传情，而那时心与心之间早已经没有所谓的距离了。。。”
最后教授做了一个结论，“当两个人争吵时，不要让心的距离变远，更不要说些让心距离更远的话。
自然的过了几天，等到心的距离已经没有那么远市，再好好地说吧！”
kkaili's trailss♥ 8:31 AM
Saturday, October 20, 2007
If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?
sigh. so many things happened recently.
i seriously need a listening ear and unlimited number of bear hugs.
kkaili's trailss♥ 3:11 PM
Friday, October 12, 2007
If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ME MYSELF AND I!!!!!!10th Oct 2007the day started wrong and UNCLE JACKSON MADE MI CRIED! -_-" but since he said he not gonna to repeat the same mistake, forgave him lor! keke
after which we went bugis walked ard but my mood had not picked up.. asshole! he tried talking n talking to mi, brought mi to play house of the dead 4, bla bla bla....
and the climax of the day!!!
TA DA DA DA!!!!!!!
YES! this k810i. hohohohoho! eh pls, he did not even knoe wat to buy fer mi until he last min decide since this is affordable and i wanted to change my hp, den he agreeded! super no sincerity!!
but okie la.... better than nothing.. hohoo~ but the memory card that comes with it only 128mb. sighhhhhhhhhhh... super little memory can. few songs n few pics can easily filled it up! anyone wanna donate a bigger size memory card to me??!!
NA N NI STIL OWEING MI PRESSIE. I KNOE LE. JUZ GIVE MI A BIGGER MEMORY CARD WILL DO! CHOP CHOP! wahahha
after tat met up wit sisters tgt wit junlin and went bugis xian de lai steamboat restaurant for my pre bday dinner
jackson n me
van
elaine
Note: y no pic of junlin huh??!!
11th Oct 2007
went ktv wit laogong n bf, van, elaine, jackson, yk, gby who left halfway and junlin who joined halfway.
ANDDDDDD..................... they gave mi GUESS vouchersss!! wahohohoho~ i can finally see the path to my guess bag!! thank you thank you~ and once again, the packaging is a red box!
my new fone is red. my guess vouchers come in red box......... and the thing is, i nv like red before.........
Note: ok la. got ppl say my red k810i is cool... hmMmmM!
andd... a very big thank you for those who sms-ed me sending their bday wishesss~ thanks fer remembering my bday.!! muackssssssss~~
hehe ok la, tis yr, i waited n waited, at last tat person got sms-ed me happy bday~ and i tot he clean forgotten abt my bday~ =X was getting abit paranoid and upset initially...... *shy* (but to clarify, he is not someone special, juz someone whom i hope he will rem my bday~ hahahahaha)
and lastly.. happy birthday to my prettiest laopoooooo~~~ yup!! our bday is juz 1 yr and 1 day diff~~ kekekeke
kkaili's trailss♥ 3:33 PM
Thursday, October 4, 2007
If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?
i shud really thank van fer sms-ing mi. if not i dun even hav the urge to plan how to celebrate my bday.
lolz. really is my sis lor. and thank elaine fer saying. worse come to worse, she will skip klass juz to pei mi! wahahahaha! no la.... i where got so bad ask u skip klass.. (Pom MC better!) hahah nahz.... u can go ahead wit ur lessons if really cant change...
anyway, tis coming sat, ANYONE FOR MOS??!! fer a pre celebration.... hmm well...... its been sometime since i last club... and i am super wooper duper broke!! omg..
and on ya. actual day. van suggested ktv. seems like ktv is the last resort when u hav got nowhere to go and nothing to do on ur bday! lolx.
i rembr 2 birthdays ago, was at ktv as well. with........ bros and sisters. AND!!! my mango cake was on the floor instead of inside my tummy!! OK LA. i did eat abit la. hahaa
maybe its cos it isnt my 21st, maybe its cos i hav been thru so much that mere happiness on my bday wholly wun erase the woes, maybe its cos im jobless, or maybe im getting old, maybe i dun see a need....... i really no urge to plan anything fer my 22nd bdayy..
sigh i m getting oldddd!! and i tot by 24, i can be assistant front office manager!! SOBS!
kkaili's trailss♥ 9:16 PM
Wednesday, October 3, 2007
If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?
Tat day at sentosa wit irene aze joanne.
well. joanne was late as usual and was super super late!!
mi aza irene on tram
yup! our legs (left to right: aza joanne mine irene) notice joanne's feet is so skeletal! my goD!
we tried soooo hard to squeeze ourselves into the cam while "rain-tanning"
and yup! my slim slender nice legs! eeksss!!
both irene n joanne wanted to go sun tan tmr. but well, i planned wit juan bird and ping saying tmr will meet them fer dinner!
erm. so yup! hahahah im having reservations abt going wit joanne again, cos everytime she went with us, it will rain rain rain!
and i wanna thank irene teo liling fer the 2 tops tat she brought back from bkk for mi! i love u la!!
kkaili's trailss♥ 8:58 PM
Tuesday, October 2, 2007
If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?
i knoe u will be angry if u see this.
i m trying my best to control myself.
i dun wish to 2 timed you
as the saying goes, the pasture always look greener on the other side.
i m sorry
but..... i really canot resist the temptation... i really cannttttt
IM SO SORRY PEPPER!!!! AFTER SEEING THIS SHETLAND SHEEPDOG AND HOW WELL TRAINED SHE IS............. I FELL IN LOVE WITH HER!!!!
i even changed ur wallpaper in my hp to the picture of mi n her!! i m so sorrrry!!!!!
kkaili's trailss♥ 1:20 AM
Monday, October 1, 2007
If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?
That day bored at home.
decided to gather all edible ingredients inside my fridge, andd.......
KaiLi's Specialty Fried Rice
Ingredients:
Garlics *oh i love garlics*
3 Beaten eggs
Mum's specialty chilli paste!!
Of cos, Rice
Crabmeat
First, agar agar put a suitable amount of oil into the heated frying pan... in my case, tat is a wok.... den......... put the chopped garlics in and stir fried.
Den, agar agar put the chili paste in, *depends on how spicy u wan ur fried rice to be*, den stir fried again.....
Add crabmeats in...........
Add rice in, and fried and fried.....
Pour the beaten egg over the rice, leave it fer a few seconds, den tossed the rice.......
Add abit of dark soya sauce.. dun ask mi why, i like my fried rice with soya sauce can?!
And.... TA DUM DUM DUM!!!!!!! its ready to serve!! topped with fried onions, cos its my fav and.... INTO THE TUMMY!!!!!!
Note: who says i cant cook!! its juz that sometimes i dun feel a need to okie!!! =X and hor!! I LOVE TO COOK OKIE!! =X haha since now im jobless, anyone who wan any 爱心 bento, can sms mi or call mi okie. it will be chargeable though! =X
and tat nite at clementi ktv with ping n juan.
juan suppose to acc ping to attend her lecture...
juan: no need to go le la.. late already..
ping: ehh, late abit nvm la..
juan: aiyaa!! i oso nv go lecture before.. i oso can pass! no worry laaa
ping: (think n think) (obviously influenced by juan) okie lor, dun go, we call kl go ktv.
juan: okok.... (so they called mi.....)
few mins laterrrr.................
ping to juan: how come u nv go lecture stil can pass? very impt lehx....
juan: oh!! cos all my modules, no lectures one. only tutorials....... tats y i told u i nv attend lectures ma...
ping: (WAT THE FUCK!!)
left: juan. right: ping.
anddd pepperrrr.... he loves my 臭臭 aka my pillow since young so much tat he loves to bite and do stunts wit it.
kkaili's trailss♥ 6:59 PM
If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?
从头开始..
although 从新开始 sounds better. (well, no choice but to pardon his poor command of chinese)
a mere 4 words
and i hope these 4 words, wun exist fer nothing.
kkaili's trailss♥ 5:04 PM
