If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?

tat FATEFUL night at M O S with irene joanne n irene fren horfun




-_-" irene! my heels' kena ur puke! -_-" u good!



ystd.. wit joanne after hair treatment n TRANSFORMED into a clubber at night wit na, jackson n ni.




and FYI, i worked back to back the previous night, went MOS *yes MOS again* den dashed back hm at 5am and headed straight to Msia.. *i m so amazed by my endurance* practically my energy all drained out.

but i m a happy woman, i can club, after tat went msia eat dimsum for breakfast!! =X n D O G S!!!


it has grown into an adult dog! right pic is when its less than 4 mtha! -_-"


FYI, tat leg is my dad's.
and tat brown dog, super cute, she knew i wanted to play with her, saw me approaching ji tao lie down n wan mi to tickle her belly. kawaiiiiiii


went over cussie's hse and her labrador-lookalike dog was there!!!!! her dad's a golden retriever (WOW!) n her mum's an ordinary stray dog! c... love does not hav any hindrances including diff breeds!





brought her out fer a walk. muscular dog she is! really resemble a lab retriever!


AND THE FINALE OF THE DAY!


my a&f tee and ae tee! =X FOS city sq mucks


my a&f little bag! kekekekeke

muacks to my parents! hohoho


c...i told u. i m a happy woman!!!!!!

If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?

my worst fear

i duno wat shud i do now.

this or that

im unsure of myself either.

im having mixed feelings

i am scared

but

as i have said, i duno

If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?

tat day at dxo den Mos.........







and my newly declared xiao laogong.

da laogong is none other than koo hubby,

laogong is erm.. ms al wong,

and yup... xiao laogong is below. wahhahhahha =X

If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?

its the time of the mth again. and the pain is unbearable.
and P.S to my uncle jackson, eh juz in case i "flared my top on u UNKNOWINGLY, dun take it to heart cos its e time of the mth"" =X


last nite sis called and was weeping. i knoe she is in a hard time. or at least, she is trying to get out of her hard time. and i clearly understand how much she is in fer, even if she did not tell mi wat happened.

i wudnt wan her to cry tis way again. fer i knoe, how much pain was in her on the other line. hearing all her sobs, i wud rather be the one crying than to let her cried.

oh the one up there, can u pls do smth? well, at least do smth fer her. not me. she has suffered enuff and i mean real enuff. pls let all good things come into her way. and i knoe she learnt. peeps do learn.

i juz hope ppl ard me starts enjoying and appreciating their life.

i m more than glad to c my precious living happily.

and fer myself, whats there to wish fer when one does not hav anymore dreams ?

If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?

i was glad that the fact that he's mad at me. well, it at least showed that he care.

i wasnt sure how long tis can last before the bad things start to come in. i aint got any confidence in tis.

but lets juz take a step at a time. wit toes n fingers crossed.

If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?

dead tired.


i wish i can be a tai tai. uncle jackson u wanna yang mi??!


pics below. yes skyrides again. sentosa again. yes i hav joined the membership!

and i love skyrides! hohoho joanne is a wimp! her hands are soo sweaty when in the middle of the ride.... but well, think mi n irene's whining n screaming is worst, cos one of the staff actually recognise mi!!!!! OMG!!!!!

ill be back for more rides!



oh, uncle ringo's back in hougang. wimpy jackson, after my "persuasion" with abit of whining n scolding and watever not, decided to pluck up his courage and ride wit mi ferris wheel! uncle jackson clarified that its not cos of my neverending whining that he decided to ride wit mi, its cos he wanted to give me a surprise, so he acted as though he was not the least interested in doing so. hee but stil, i m glad tat the fact that he's scare of heights, ** super scared** but he stil obliged.
better than nothing. though i think vortex is super super duper exciting. lolx.

at one pt of time, i actually resigned to fate that he aint going to ride anything wit me at uncle ringo! haha luckily he proved mi wrong if not i wil bite!!!

If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?

will be working 6-2 tmr. its time fer sun tanning again!!!!! skyride skyride and more more skyrides!!


today 9th floor blackout. i din noe until when i step out of the service lift at 9th floor. wat the fuck!! the moment i saw everywhere blackout, goosebumps started coming........ den i walked out of the service lift to the guests rooms! OH MY FREAKING GOD! ITS SOOOOO DARK!!!!!!!!!! woes to those emergency light bulbs!!! ok so i tot :"okok kaili fret not, juz blackout only. faster walk to #902, send the pressing, den walked back den everytings fine!"

so i turned into the alley, and yup, #902, those who work in GPPH will knoe howwwwww freaking farrrrrrrrrr is 902, it at the other side of the walkway....

yup so the act brave me, turned into the alley, AND GOT THE SHOCK OF MY LIFE AGAIN!!! dammit, the whole walkway is super wooper duper n watever-per D A R K!! i freaked out totally, (almost sscared til cried!) and turned my head back n walked off.! (i was soo scared that i almost burst out in tears, at the tot that at the end of the walkway, there is a lady in white waving at me, or watever not!) see la watch too much horror movies!

luckily, 2 maintanence guys juz reached there and i told one of them to walk with mi to #902. HE WAS LUFFING AT ME SAYING I SUPER SCAREY CAT! den when he turned into the walkway! YES! HE GOT THE SHOCK OF HIS LIFE AS WELL!!

Mr Maintainence : wa, dun say u scare, i oso scare ahhh!!!
Me : -_-" knn! *was pulling his shirt as i walked as i superrr scare he will run off!"

gosh! wat a day fer me. snakes n darkness. my 2 fears!

If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?

alrite, lemme rant here awhile!

y do ppl keep saying working at club floor is a very easy job.! dun they c our stressful times. it gets on my nerves everytime XXX said that. its not the first time she said that, n i dun think it will be the last time either!

no doubt sometimes we do hav our free times like after breakfast hrs, n after cocktail hrrs! but nevertheless, ITS NOT AN EASY JOB TO MANAGE THE CLUB LA!! like wat john said, "ya, club floor is easy to manage, so easy to manage that in 1 yr, it changes 3 managers! *rofl*

XXX even said, " its easy to manage, so better do ur jobs well, if not i get the recept ppl to go up and u all come down do recept!!"

is tis a reminder (that our jobs are easy than recep?) or izzit a threat that one day we gotta do recept?!

fucking hell!! i dun mind doing recept! not as though i hav nv done it before, 6 mths at mm, 5 mths at pan pac! who gives a freaking damn hell doing recept!!! i m juz so so so pissed at her tis statement, so pissed that i dun even wan to acknowledge her, neither does john!


on the lighter note, joanne n irene have been speaking bad behind my back! no la, joanne is in front of me! crazy pieces of shit! both of them told Mr monti that i m the big bully of the club! -_-""""" juz becos i haven return the fireworks cd to irene, she like tat say me! ms teo u watch out! lolx.

Oh ya mr monti, tat lucky old man! (he admits that too!) he's going to play golf again! juz came back frm phuket, tis time he's going bintan fer golf! -_-"" duno he's here fer business trip or leisure! lolx.

oh ya, at last!!!!! someone noticed that i m getting tanner!!! even jackson n laopo said i look the same! disappointing......... edmund!! he said i look tanner!!! alrite!! c.. it shows la, it shows how much i m not being noticed by stupid jackson n pretty laopo!

If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?

jr said that i look older........ desmond tat time say i look haggard alot. izzit becos of work? or izzit other factors which affected me??


damnit. jr juz said that my face no meat, look as though my eyes pop out and cheek sink in! -_-" makes out to be like some witch sia!! sighhhhh.................... to summarise, i m old n ugly!! PEH JIAN RONG u watch out! lol

but anyway, i guess it cant be help. heck care!


ystd went sun tanning again. YES! AGAIN!! but before we went tanning, swakoo mi n irene bought the skyride and tat i-forgot-its-name ride.

first time on skyride! i din knoe i can be soooooo HUM JI!! i duno i m too excited or wat, i sat there, was whining n whining n screaming.. tears were on the verge of my eyes oso! super scary, its not abt the height tat its frightening, i was juz afraid that what if tat skyride fall down from the sky??! lolz

but anyway, we went fer the second time of skyride, and i can take pictures freely, not as tensed up as the first try. i guess im not as humji as i tot to be! hohoho!! MORE MORE MORE SKYRIDES!!!

wil post up the pics later on when i reach home. i m soooo tired.

do i really look tat old??! poor me....

If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?

i dreamt that all my eyelashes on my right eye fell out! ALL!!!

sob sob. my eyelashes are so so impt to me. eyes alrady so small, so i invested in making my eyelashes long, got the talika eyelash treatment (70 bucks tat time i bought!)!!

so pls noooo!! dun let my eyelashes drop til botak! NO NO NO!! PLS NOOOO!!!!!!!!!!

If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?

ystd was the first time tat i ever felt regret working in the hotel industry.!

CLUB FLOOR WAS DISASTROUS!!!

the big grp of british high comm and their tai tai wives... OMG!! they literally filled up the space near the buffet count and i gotta squirm and squeeze ard to walk thru............... i was super stressed that i almost burst into tears, msg irene and she comforted me awhile, den debbie called! -_-"" but as i was with mr graves checking his late checkout time, din talke much to her.


now i feared going to work! omg omg!! jjuz killed mi suan le.......

heard from one of the tai tai of the british high comm grp, the tai tais have alrady knoe each other since last yr(no wonder they soooooo noisy talking n talking), and they only get to meet one another once a yr, either in kuala lumpur or singapore, so they got alot of things to catch up.. bla bla bla..... ENVY lor.. sit there chatting finishing bottles n bottles of champagne.!!

luckily after that i went dbl o to distress........ the music not as good as last week, so we hopped ard o bar n dbl o. o bar's filled with ah bu neh neh!! -_-""

fenni's got free tix to mos tonight...... but ermmmmm................. *herherher*

If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?

First n foremost! HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY TO MISS IRENE TEO LILING!! muacks**


today over at club. its totally outta control! can i go on no show tmr?? omgggg!!

Mr Sng: so wats happening rite now?(referring to tat grp of british high comm)
Me: erm............ we have a big grp in hse, so ermmmmmm yup,! they are part of the big grp!
Mr Sng: when will they be staying until?!
Me: 10th of march
Mr Sng: Oh mY God!!

-_-" see, thats the impact the grp of british high comm created. omg omg omg!!

anyway, many heartfelt thanks to ms azaleas loh feng juan fer coming up to help out after her official office hrs!!!! FENG JUAN I LOVE U!! lolx...actually i think she wanna see mr monti thats y she's up! hahahah anyway... thanks!!! i no money pay u OT oso. but i wil love u more! lolx

yup, i went sentosa ystd wit irene! lolz managed to get alittle bit tanner. but ill go again again n again!!!!! hohoho!! oh ya i saw tat cute guy with tat blue shades! rem ni??



me with purple sentosa express!!!! cool rite!

If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?

Super Last Min Sentosa~



















after which we met desmond n zixian for havelock rd bak kut teh! hohoho i love the pig's liver so so much!!!!!!

anyway i miss the times when we go out as a grp. i miss my buddy so so much! sighhhhhhh i guess my life will be 100% perfect if my pigu is here wit miiii.....

If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?

Oh Danny boy, the pipes, the pipes are calling
From glen to glen, and down the mountain side
The summer's gone, and all the flowers are dying
'Tis you, 'tis you must go and I must bide.
But come ye back when summer's in the meadow
Or when the valley's hushed and white with snow
'Tis I'll be here in sunshine or in shadow
Oh Danny boy, oh Danny boy, I love you so.
And if you come, when all the flowers are dying
And I am dead, as dead I well may be
You'll come and find the place where I am lying
And kneel and say an "Ave" there for me.
And I shall hear, tho' soft you tread above me
And all my dreams will warm and sweeter be
If you'll not fail to tell me that you love me
I'll simply sleep in peace until you come to me.
I'll simply sleep in peace until you come to me.


above is a sad but nice song that i sung when i was in choir.. hohoho~ until now i stil love tis song as much.

y am i being reminded of this song?

cos that stupid danny tan came up to club floor juz now and audited me~ lol danny tan.. danny boy.. omg!! miles apart. but anyway except for the f&b prices (eg lunch dinner how much at indulge @ park) which i sucks, others i passed. lol

i think danny tan's in a good mood today. he not as stern as he seemed to be every morning, stil so friendly.. gosh! his mood is as unpredictable as singapore's weather!


bloody hell! i gonna pay $16.35... duh!!! i din knoe allowance vchr muz let guest sign lor....... in my previous hotels, we dun let guest sign allowances, so i ASSUME (yes i ASSUMED!!! god damn it!) that its redundant to sign lor...... cos once the guest settled the bill, he will sign that final copy which will include the allowance charges ma!!!!! of cos he is aware that his outstanding bills are being allowance out before he sign rite~~~!!!


ToTo nv strike, stil muz pay money! eat shit n die laaaa. further to that, my wishlist on the right is getting longer n longer! gosh, when will i hav to ability to strike all out! eh except to be get married to louis koo laaaa!!

sighh wat a bad day fer mi today. been moody moody n moody. guess im going to be in depression again.


i need to club!

If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?

he emailed me the lyrics of jay's tui hou. tat ends with, (相信你我还会有开始, 只因我们都没有错)

i admit that my heart skipped a beat when i saw his initals in my inbox

im at a loss for words.

how much we understand each other, showed.

my msn nick has been jay's tui hou as well. i m not surprised that both of us felt the same thing towards jay's song. is this telepathy? beats me.

now, i felt more emo when i listen to jay's tui hou.! y izzit everytime muz be jay?! tat time was jian dan ai, now tui hou?

can i end everything once n for all. juz when i tot everytings back on track again, y muz he pop outta nowhere and "scare" mi with his jay's lyrics?

i m so tired. i dun wish to knoe i dun wanna knoe.

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