If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?

sprained my leg the night before at ard 4am. sob sob.

went to na's workplace with ni after work on sat. after which go maxwell food centre to eat. den both the crazy us wanted go clarke quay or boat quay or watever u call it to drink and sing.

so first jug of vodka wit ribena, yucks! i hate the smell of vodka but they did not have my fav long island tea.... yup so make do with it.

after finishing that jug, we went to join ni's frens who were at Jab1. stupid ni!! know i m a fucking damn lousy drinker stil keep : come come finish everyting.. martell!! martell!! gosh!! so both of us were super high at the end of the day. luckily uncle jackson come n find me with his frens, but well.... hahahhahahaha i puke inside his fren's car... but i nv dirty it okie!! =X

uncle jackson's super angry with me.... and i mean super! super angry until all his vulgarities all come out! keke sorry la.. i hook little fingers with u le okie! dun angry le... nex time u not by my side i wun drink nor smoke le laaa!! kekekeke *wink wink*

den when we were outta his fren's car, the stupid clumsy me sprained my ankle"! there was a small hole on the ground but i did not notice! how can someone who wanted to puke and on the verge of getting so high notice anything on the ground in the middle of the night??!! maybe if there's a hundred bucks note i will know la.! =X sooooo yup, i landed my elephant feet into that hole and the drunken me can literally heard my bones cracking!

awwwwwww! its sooooooooo painnnnnn~~~ tears were on the verge of rolling... so difficult to walk!!!!!! uncle jackson did not bother abt me oso. he said serve me right for drinking till sso dead drunk! -_-""" but stil i managed to make it to uncle jackson's hse and have a shower n slp! BLEA!

well asp auntie irene teo's req. here's my pig trotter!




sigh and i tot ystd i can take pics with ms hobbs and mark!! alamak! and mark said that he will style his hair nice nice!!!! and ystd mr de la motte check in!! oh gosh@!!!! and shaik, mahendran and albert say wanna take pic with me oso!!! stupid!!!!!!!!! STUPID!!

and i hope the peeps in the hotel, wun think that i lie abt spraining my ankle so as to release from my notice early! its freaking pain lor! i rather work tat 2 pathetic days! BLEA!! anyway, its a 3 days MC lor!!

If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?

he turns and smile at me, while piggyback-ing me on the way home
he said to me, can u pls dun fidget ard? very heavy lehx.! but continue to piggyback me


he was outside my hotel waiting for me to off work. when i saw him, he gives mi a soft peck on the cheek and said :where do u wan to go today,honey?
and we hold hands and walked towards mrt station


we were having drinking sessions over at van's hse with van n bro. we lost the bet and hav to do a four feet, and tat is to remain in lip to lip for 30 seconds.


suddenly everyting changed, jealousy took place and violence occurred. he hits me in the middle of orchard road...

he dragged me along the pavement under sis' hse.

he threatened me with a knife on his neck.


yes. thats my nightmare last nite and i woke up weeping silently. i dare not wake jackson up as i scare he might not hav enuff slp. well moreover tis is my own problem and i gotta settle everything myself.

y outta sudden nightmares came? its been quite sometime that i last gotten tis kind of nightmares. its scary. it really is. on the other side, tinges of disappointment too.



on the other hand, i feel that me n jackson r drifting apart, further n further

If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?

i guess tis is me. i duno. i told someone how i was feeling, tat someone advised me. but i juz cant do it. cos tis is me.

well. im right. dun expect too much. the least u expect, the lesser disappointment u get.

If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?

LAOGONG, 1ST HAND UPDATES


according to gby, yk finally realised that MAYBE the vchr is at his OWN hse! den hor u no need to reprimand urself le.... IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH U!

and tat stupid cow, says wanna severe ties with u, laopo elaine van.... ehhhhh well *notice tat i din include my name cos erm, hahaha *

so erm, tat stupid mcp actually realised that the vchr maybe at his hse, yet took it out with laogong. so me n gby analysed the situation and came to a conclusion that he wanted to save his face and dun wanna admit tat he was in the wrong *kuku him even say wat his mother saw him bringing the vchr out.!* well it concludes another pt, not only his mum's a bitch, she's a blind bitch! =X *ookok im getting abit overboard here*

hehehehe so erm laogong dun blame urself le.. although i self declared got super lousy memory, but stil i got abit common sense de lor. if the vchr is with u, y dun u give to elaine straight?! stil bring home fer wat? wait fer xmas ah??!!

erm so hor, even gby say hl apologised til soo jialat liao, den tat stupid cow stil wanna gey gao, so another conclusion is, he super super wan face lor! finally realised that he's in the wrong but stil dun wanna admit. worse than mi!


anyway, since tat stupid cow will be in camp fer the nex 2 weeks, gby say give him time to think den maybe after tat he will cool down, stop his hallucination, and back to norm.


okie done!

juz played with pepper, tat toot pepper, loves my old navy oversized yellow colour slippers! omg!!! OLD NAVY! duno he's got a thing fer slippers or got a thing fer yellow slippers.

If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?

and juz when i tot everythings alright n fine. its not.

sigh i hate myself and i hate everyone. everyone. yes everyone.

If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?

back home!! pepper's been barking non stop. most prob he's been missing me as im not at home last nite. poor pepper mummy loves u!

pics pics n more picss

went ktv last nite with jackson, on the way back at 2 sometthing am,....

sob. no purple cow!!


hehe and my colleagues that i took pics with today.......


left: with swee soon. he was saying, durian season, his hair will grow, after which, his hair will drop, and then grow back when its durian season..... CRAPS!

middle: mr ranjitha aka "i-dun-like-ur-face". whenever he sees me, hes been saying... "i dun like ur face" to me.... duh!! i guess its a mutual feeling, ranjit! muaahahhaha

right: chef jet! dont play play, he's been up with i-weekly (a local magazine) interview just few weeks ago okie!! he's got a waist size 28! omg kill me pls! tat skinny bambooooooo



and the finale of tonight, mr jonathan oliverio acting cute at front desk!! he's one of my fav! hahahah cos of his yellow jokes *porn phamton of the opera* and his newest *kylie's boob is juz like a golf ball on a golf course!* nabei.!! he will feel uneasy if he sees me and dont tease me!

If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?

so my previous mindset was proven correct. its kinda disappointing.

dont set too high expectations as for all u knoe, u may land on the hard and cold ground with a LOUD "thump"! it hurts. and i hav been crying to sis fer the past few days.

thanks sis! despite her busy preparing fer her exams.! muacks!

jonathan told mi juz now at recept: in the future, no matter where u go, wat u do, muz believe in urself. tell urself that U CAN DO IT, and dun mind abt wat others say!!

lol. kinda touched my heart. cos everytime he's making fun of me, being flat chested, no butt, skinny like popeye's wife-olivier. bla bla bla. asking me to go thailand for thai breast massage to enhance my boobs.!! -_-"" see see see. tats wat our chief concierge does whenever he sees me!! wahahhaa

canot imagine him talking serious business to me. heehee! will post up his act cute pic when i reach home!! stay tuned!!!!!! =X

If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?

alrighte. its time fer some tattoooooo.......... yawnz

irene's so happy that i failed the interview! wahahahah cos her meritus chicken rice got 50% discount! poor irene's mummy, dun blame mi if she keep buying u meritus chicken rice! hahahahaha =X

forgot to pen sth down abt na!

u very li hai hor, stomach cramp hor (i was also having cramps lor tat time)

mum's cranky rite! li hai right!

u bitch i dun love u! BLEAH! dun love u dun love u dun love u dun love u!!! PUI!

If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?

no one can really understand except ms cheng see see. well. sigh

sissssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?

myself with mr denyer!!


my tears on the verge of rolling when he said "take care of urself"

last nite zouk with van ni and jackson



sorry to van, first pic cut half of ur face away! muahahaha





and my fav pic......

If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?

the way u left the trace fer us really pissed me off!

hello! do u think i m dumb enuff to see that the reservation is billed to 3rd party credit card or all charges to company n i will stil take the guests verification??! HELLO. i hav been working at reception even since i was 18yrs old.

juz becos at that point of time when the guest checked in, there was no correspondence of the billing instruction. so juz to cover my ass, juz in case the guest is a skipper(tats wat u said last time), i gotta take some form of deposit.! i repeat! ITS SOLELY JUZ TO COVER MY ASS!

and u! YES U! dun assume that ur assumption was right and start shooting ppl using trace! u can jolly well come n clarify with me in the face and i will be more than happy to explain everything to u! (oh yes, irene juz banged into the wall!wahahahhaahah)

yes! continuing.. and stop aiming us juz cos we hav tendered our resignations! and seriously i dun see any wrong in telling our guests that we are leaving! WELL, UNLIKE U GUYS WHO WORKED IN RECEPTION, WE DO HAVE STRONG BONDING WITH OUR GUESTS! and i dun see why should we not tell our guests that we are leaving. and its not as though we are badmouthing abt the management, its juz tat we found better prospects!!! U HEAR ME??!!

alright, i m sooo happy that i actually clearing my leave. tis place is really sickeningly unbearable! with all those black sheeps in action........ sighhhhhhhhhh.. and i tot tis was the place which i really found happiness in working. well. maybe i stil enjoyed working at the club though.....

yawnzzz//


yup. last nite went zouk! its been a long timeeeee.. took photos which i will post up when i reach home.

right. enough of my complaining.

to mr monti: hehehe just in case u are reading this, dont be scared! im not that scary afterall! hahahha i am a good troublemaker u know??! hahahahahha =X

If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?

its the time of the mth and u shortie gsm dun try to piss me off!

went down to recept to collect reg cards n oso to throw all my checkout reg cards. recept was fucking busy and naren was complaining to me tat he haven go fer his break yet.

so i tot that the flow upstairs was alright, i said i can relieved naren for his smoking break wit deb. deb was agreeable so i was at front desk standing by. so i told deb

me: aunty, call upstairs to tell tian that ill be here awhile.
deb: *calling club*
shortie gsm (in a knnbccb bossy attiude tone): den y are u here leaving tian tian alone upstairs?
me (getting abit pissed off): i need to take reg cards, need to throw c/o reg cards. its too messy if put upstairs n i dun like

--- den 5 guests frm msia came to me, checking into 3 rooms. ---

shortie gsm (in a super attitude tone): den u finish doing all ur stuffs, y r u stil here? *implying that i was eating snake or watever*
me: relieving naren la!! already got deb's permission. naren haven got his break yet.
shortie gsm (in a u-owe-my-mum-money tone): you shouldnt be here!!
--- i was already taking the 5 guest passports and in the process of doing the 3 rooms check in ----
me (super fucked up and pissed off): okie lor, den u do the check in *i throw the reg cards to her side in front of the guests*

den tat shortie gsm lan lan! knn!

deb on the other hand, was doing some monkey faces at me, wanting mi to help for to c/i.

after which i finished the check ins, a couple came to me. they are on honeymoon trip here and duno which kuku in the early morning give them twin bed! -_-"" like tat how to be romantic on honeymooner sia!

me to the couple: alright, i do hav kingsize bed room avail. but its on the smoking floor, izzit okie?
the couple: OH THAT WILL BE LOVELY! WE WILL WAN TO GET ROMANTIC! ( thats exactly wat they told me!) hahahaha

so i need that shortie gsm to OS (a hotel lingo) the room so to change the room.

me (in the most polite tone) : ----, can u help mi to OS tis room for a room change for bla bla bla. they are honey mooners so they req a KS bed.
shortie gsm (in the most attitude tone): WHY WHY WHY? why did u give them a twin bed room in the 1st place?!
me(getiing knn fucking pissed): HELLO?! u can check system before u talk or not?! they check in in the morning i was stil slping at home! ITS NOT ME!
shortie gsm (mouth ta lan) : den tell them the hotel is full la, make do wit the twin bed! *obviously nothing to blame wanan find sth to blame me*
me : THEY ARE HONEYMOONERS LOR~!its oso not that hotel really no rooms, got 2 vacant smoking rooms wah!!

den i stomped off. leaving 3 reg cards not updated~!! wahahaha den i was fuming hot when i get upstairs, i complained to mr denyer n mr monti!!

few hrs later, i check the system, she oso lan lan got help the couple to change room lor! if u fucking got backbone, go ahead and tell the couple say the hotel is full or u fucking dun wanna get them a KS bed la! nabei!

FREAKING HELL U SHORTIE GSM! WAT. PROMOTE FROM ASSISTANT GSM TO GSM BIG FUCK AH! KNN! DUN THROW UR WEIGHT ARD. U WHORE! PIECE OF SHIT. EAT SHIT N DIE!!!!!!!!!

AND U THINK U GSM BIG FUCK??! OSO BECOS PAN PAC SACK U, DEN U LAN LAN COME HERE! FREAKING HELL!

If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?

woke up early to bath pepper.... yawnzzz i m so tired! jumped ard the bathroom making me wet as well..... duh!! after tat ran ard my bedroom and me chasing him with a brush! duh!! nv brush u will get entangled la!!!!!!

If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?

ALRIGHT!! MAY I PRESENT MR RAYMOND MONTI....................... *drum rolls*


TA DA!!!!

haha as what i promised mr monti, i will use puurrfect perfect english in my blog so that he can understand what i am saying if he happens to pass by here. yup! he has got my blog address and irene's. dun worry aza, i told mr monti there's a link to your bloggie too! oh! joanne as well!!

mr denyer told me today, "decide what you wan for yourself, dont think about what other people have said. move on and dont come back! see for your future..."

i suddenly realised that mr denyer can be a super good advisor. and i really think that what he have said, has made my decision easier to decide, or maybe, a step closer to my final decision. thank you teddy bear! *mr monti if you should see this, dont tell mr denyer i call him teddy bear!* thank you! hahahaha

i am so so so going to miss the bunch of my regular guests.... sigh!!!! anyway my leave have been approved and including my OFF day, my last day of service will be on 30th April. I repeat: 30th April!!!!! i cant bear to leave the place though............................ *whines*

anyway, more pics of my precious pepper!




i guess i am more than satified now. to have my family, uncle jackson, my pepper, my sisters, my close frens.... muacks!!

*uncle jackson, seems like very long we nv take photos le lehx!! the pics in my hp, vintage lor!*
(as tis sentence is meant fer uncle jackson, so erm, mr monti if u dun understand, its okie! u can skip tis! hahahaha )

If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?

every word, every tots, every feeling, everything is being treated as null when acknowlegement nv take place, or rather it maybe nv even exist in the first place

If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?

thank you fer enduring ur temper fer the past few days

muacks

but den again, u oso got wrong lor. nabei.

If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?

Presenting the new member of the Zhao family....... Pepperrrrrrrrrr




and becos of him, i hav decided to move on to a better paying job..... club less, spend less bla bla bla

If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?

alright. hav tendered my resignation and recvd the resignation confirmation letter. and my last day of service will be on 4th May.

this is the hotel so far, i do not hav any thots of clearing my exsiting leave and al in order fer me to leave early. im so so soooooooo gonna miss all of my colleagues (whom some already turned into my good frenss)

aza, i think she wil be the saddest cos mi irene n joanne are going to leave!

alot alot of ppl i gonna miss. in front desk, one of them gonna be tat stupid chief concierge.! always humming the popeye tune whenever i walked towards front desk *cos he thinks tat i look like oliver* -_-" and the bunch of peeps at concierge, shiak, ismail, irwan........

going to miss the guys over at cold kitchen, always saying i no butt. and my lao er cum chef cum darling, so so so gonna miss him.




my lao er n me.

and the ppl at hot kitchen! esp yit chen always giving mi food to eat in the night when i m super hungry after work! and tat ah gan *irene's scandal*, ah feng *irene's scandal again*, and tat edwin *NO TAT AZA ONE*, always pestering me for hp no. whenever he sees mi and call mi is LAO PO ZAI *in canto, it means wife*


chef dick dick *i can hear irene screamingg*


hmmm i love working here. with the peeps here, of cos there might be 1 or 2 black sheeps here n there, nevertheless, it nv spoils the fun with the group of funny colleagues.

i gonna miss my guests as well. top on the list will be MR RAY MONTI!! our top red wine drinker at club. and top lamb meat eater oso! he even printed out a small little pic, with charlie and lucy *snoopy's characters* and told all of them at club that he feels i look like lucy, cute cute wit a nice smile... *well i duno to c it as a compliment or wat! hahahah *

and of cos MR HEDGER!! ok la.. is MR HEDGER JR. hahaha

and tat pretty pretty lady from US, Ms TRAN!! omg she is soooo pretty!! pracitically love at first sight!!

colin anderson??!! hahah tat short director... omg i cant believe he actually got a daughter lor! he looks young *maybe he's short* and forever carrying tat crumpler bagpack..... kawaiiiiiiiiii

mr denyer?! i can stil remembered he told mi abt the life at dubai, though now he's based in thailand instead of dubai, he furnished me with alot of happenings in dubai.... though he's abit attitude problem at times *not to me la* i stil think he looks like a teddy bear.. kekekeke

but well, human hav to move on, to a better environment or to better prospects or to better career............ all fer the good sake of our future............ to my family, or to my future family..

so the main prob is..... i have been offered 2 jobs. 1 as a club executive at O hotel. and 1 as an assistant manager at M hotel. *O n M stands fer different initials of the hotels respectively*

and tats wat been causing my headaches these few days. In O hotel, i will do around the same job as wat i did currently. juz the diff is the envir, the guests, the no. of hotel rooms that will be under me......... irene will be going over there as well, jun*someone whom i get to knoe few weeks ago* will be over there, abby*previously from here* will be there as welll. so erm, i can say over there is a mini grand plaza park.... with ismail and zabir moving there.. i can get accustomed to the envir. easily.


over at M hotel, i will be handling more tasks than before. a good chance for me to learn n familiarise myself with the things i have not been doing fer the past 6 mths when im in GPPH. resposibilities will be of cos, higher........ and yup, being an assistant manager will certainly crave another path for me in my career in future.........

and sometimes wat movtivates one to work is cos becos of the colleagues there. i heard things over at M hotel that the ppl there are bitchy and i m so afraid that i cant get use to tat kind of envir.

i m sooooooooooo confused. juz spoken to gby on the fone and he said he help to mi ask his cussie whom's been working at M hotel. well, wat gby said was true, in a big organisation like M hotel, it inevitbly gonna have peep to peep prob. like tis bitching abt tat or vice versa. but wats impt is that i gonna survive in this envir, i gotta endure..... true. i guess if i should be stil alive n kicking in 6 mths time, i m gonna be soo prooud of myself...................


hmm i think the choice more or less is being made....... well.. there are stil rooms for changes thoughhhhh. later going bugis temple with joanne and na. *NA U STL SLPING IZZIT* cos connie n my mum told mi if i cant decide on which job to take, go ask! but hor, tis is a very very pandang way lor.... i guess ihav got no choice but to give it a shot.

GPPH buffet dinnr here i come. later after tat going wit jackson, joanne n bf, irene n ann fer the buffet dinner. its FOC!! keke cos i got the comp vchr fer 2. all thanks to my hard work n irene's hahahaha, makes me think of mr robin ng!! =X hhahahhaa

going to slp le.. niteeee!! hahahah its been a long time since i can slp n slp n slp agian! cos its my off day today!~

If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?

now onwards

1) maximum club once per month
2) try not to go NO online shopping unless NECESSARY
3) NO taking of cabs UNNECESSARILY
4) cut down on sms (so tat hp bill is lower)
5) eat budget budget (food court, fastfood)
6) work hard!

reason being, a 1 yr old miniature schnauzer will soon be mine! thanks to mr wee ching weeeeeee!!!

If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?

after talking to sis and joanne i realised i m T H A T spoilt.

sigh and now the main prob is, i dun think i can change. hahaha well im quite comfortable with who i m now. woops. i noe sis going to shake head and joanne's going to sighhhhhh.

we'll c how it goes la. =X

met up wit nadiah n flora ystd. its been such a longggg time and thousand apologies to nadiah for not turning up fer her 21st bday last yr. hohoho~

i m glad that both of them are getting on well now. flora's moved outta hse * I M SUPER GLAD SHE DID* n staying wit her bf and nadiah's found a bf!! *whoooooo*

oh* i stil can remembered tat fateful new yr when i was in sec 2, flora's mum n sisters all went back hongkong fer chinese new yr and i helped flora to take care of her pet rabbits. so when they finally came back and took the rabbits back, her mum gave mi a red packet! and i opened and to my S U R P R I S E, a $2 note~ though the saying goes: its the tot tat counts, but nowadays who the freaking hell stil give $2 for red packets! *bad me* hohoho. and my mum, upon seeing tat, was luffing her head n tummy off! -_-"

and yup, joreen's fine fer now. m super glad abt tat. it really hurts me to see my good fren being sooo silly. kinda remind mi of those days. well. gals. silly. stupid. hey they link!

regarding my resignation, i had a nitemare last nite. i dreamt that rafin's giving me a pay rise of $20 bucks! OMG! izzit what they call deja vu??~!~ hahahahah! NOOOOOO!!! i m stil having second thots abt leaving but i guess its more or less set la!

aiya duno la...... yawnx~~

If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?

oh ya. forgot to add. stupid nasty irritating demanding kaobei kaobu darren reid is back in singapore again! haha well, not tat taoyan though la.

toes n fingers crossed*

If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?

i m bored! irene's gone hm left mi alone at club.

was at reception juz now, saw xiao hu zi aka danny tan, den when i turned my head straight n continued walking, i saw rafin. so i greeted, good evening mr rafin. den i tilted my head abit, GOSH! karen tan was there. she was smiling at me, "how r u" i was kinda dumbfolded. den i replied, hi karen, im fine! tq! -_-" mr rafin was starring wit his eyes big big at me. he muz be thinking, wa u n my wife so click ah, stil called her karen?! lolx

she was my eam when i was at swissotel la. so she recognised me. forgot to ask her how's georgina n freddy. i missed both my sales managers.

anyway mr hedger's back tmr for 1 nite. AZA u made the booking oso nv tell mi~~~~ i so shocked when i c his reservation! wonder if he will bring his son along. most prob not~!~ hiak hiak. if i got the chance to talk to him, i will probe more abt his son.! kekeke

i m sooo bored nowwww. yawnx. yawnx. yawnx. feeling abit sickly but i juz cant explain the feeling. well. i did sth dumb super dumb extremely dumb juz now. sighhhhh

If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?

irene tendered already. left mi. my letter's still inside my drawer but according to mel, a doorman told her im resigning as well. wooo! doorman sure get the first hand info sia!

anyway i m stil deciding whether to leave or not. to leave for a bigger hotel, with more rooms, more responsibilites, bla bla bla.... not sure of the prospects though.

but on monday ill be going to c andy tanamas to confirm on sth before i make my decision. hmmmmm....

ann will be back on monday i hope. last nite she called club and we were talking n talking.. well. i guess there are things that its not e way it is on the surface. no comments

alright. so at last paid the dvd money! *not paying $$ again* sighhh as i hav said, if we were to pay, den dun let other ppl touch the dvds, include XXX, gsms, bla bla bla,. if not everyone touches the dvd, and the responsibilty falls back down to us! nabei!


sidenote: i realised, sometimes "sensitive" is not a bad thing either. i think i like it tat way.

If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?

its good fri today

and i gotta work later on.

someone pls kill mi

im yearning fer a long brk. *with lotsa money of cos*

i wanna go genting or bintan in may. na n ni. wan wan wan?

If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?

actually i have nothing much to blog. but i tot i SHUD blog abt sth!

so yup! here i am!

i duno how come guys nowadays are such arses!! y did they nv treasure chances bestowed upon them.! after watever efforts they put into vy for the opportunity, y did they not treasure it?!

sigh and i tot i was so encouraging for them to be together again.! y y y y y y y y y y y y

SIGHHHHHH

If nothing last forever, can I be your nothing?

happy belated april fools' day to everyoneeeeeeee!!

P.S "bro, ur april fools' joke i used it on u last yr, soooo erm u can be dumber to use it on me this yr!'

lol. anyway stupid jackson played a stupid joke (and i actually fell fer it) on me, nope its not those i brk up wit u kind.

he was playing soccer late last nite and i was watching My Girl tat korean movie. at ard 2am, when he supposed to finish his soccer, he msged me.............

stupid jackson: i got into a fight, in hospital now

and i was freaking worried abt him so i called him on his hp so many times but he hung up on me. n he msged mi again

stupid jackson: my mouth got stitch, cant talk
me: okok where u i go find u now
stupid jackson: nvm la u go slp we meet tmr
me: no. i go find u. worried
stupid jackson: no need la, i with my frens now.
me*freaking angry n hot!*: ok fine. do as u deem fit. tmr oso no need meet.

so that supposedly mouth kena stitched jackson called.

me: ehhhh tot ur mouth stitched canot talk?
stupid jackson: can la. i stil can talk awhile. *and he talked abt things tat i forgot*
den he continued
stupid jackson: eh i got sth to tel u, but i scare wait u hear le more sad. herher
me*thinking that his mouth will pain*: eh okok, den u msg mi lor. wait ur mouth pain.
stupid jackson: hehe okie..
me: byebye! *stil super worried abt him*

den he msged me: HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL! hehe love u deep deep!


WAT THE FUCK!! I FREAKING WORRIED ABT HIM LOR!!!!!! $%^&#$%^&#$%^&$%^$%^ and to think that i even worried til i almost burst into tears! period!

U WATCH OUT!!!

sidenote: up til now, i stil having doubts of him playing soccer late at nite. duno is which girl's hse he's gone to... -_-" or maybe going supper with other gers. =X



anyway, joreen gave mi a 300 pcs jigsaw puzzle last time.

jackson was at my hse wit mi today n we've got nothing to do and he's been helping mi wit tat puzzle. gosh! wassup with the puzzle. i c, i headache. but up til now, jackson's stil struggling very hard with the puzzle and im here happily blogging! hohohohoho

a full time job
a nice n pretty makeover photoshoot
SE K810i
Re-Perm My hair
DHC Eye Lash Tonic
Benefit Powder Pop
Coach Weekend Tote
Coach Wristlet
Coach Purple Hp Lanyard
Coach Makeup Bag
T H A T Guess Bag
Levis Ladies Style
Tiff and Co Necklace
Papillio Madrid Kimono Beige
the new Guess Perfume in Pink
Lotsaaaa $$$$$$

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